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[ pinocchio ] ❝ you think the only people who are people, are the people who look and think like you. but if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you'll learn things you never knew you never knew. ❞ ❝ remember: always let your conscious be your guide. ❞ [ lion king ] ❝ the past can hurt. you can either run from it, or learn from it. ❞ ❝ everything you see exists together in a delicate balance. as king, you need to understand that balance & respect all creatures. from the crawling at to the leaping antelope. ❞ [ cinderella ] ❝ a dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. in your dreams you will lose your heartaches. whatever you wish for, you keep. have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. no matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep believing, the dreams that you wish will come true ❞ ❝ no one can order me to stop dreaming! ❞ [ mulan ] ❝ the flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare & beautiful of all ❞ ❝ reflect before you act ❞ [ pocahontas ] ❝ sometimes the right path is not the easiest one ❞ ❝ listen with your heart, you will understand ❞ [ alice in wonderland ] ❝ nothing's impossible. ❞ ❝ it would be so nice if something made sense for a change ❞ [ peter pan ] ❝ all it takes is faith & trust ❞ ❝ never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away. and going away means forgetting. ❞ [ the little mermaid ] ❝ if only i could make him understand. i just don't see things the way he does. i don't see how a world that makes such wonderful things, could be bad. ❞ ❝ wish i could be part of your world ❞ [ beauty & the beast ] ❝ i want adventure in the great wide somewhere. i want it more than i can tell. and for once it might be grand, to have someone understand. i want so much more than they've got planned. ❞ ❝ tale as old as time, true as it can be. barely even friends, then somebody bends unexpectedly. ❞ [ winnie the pooh ] ❝ if you live to be 100, i hope i live to be 100 minus 1 day, so i never have to live without you ❞ ❝ before beginning a hunt, it is wise to ask yourself what you're looking for before you begin looking for it ❞ | | |
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[ 01 ] ❝i may never know your reasons why, but someday i'm gonna see the good in your goodbye. ❞ [ 02 ] ❝it is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all. in which case, you fail by default. ❞ [ 03 ] ❝i believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, that myth is more potent than history. that dreams are more powerful than facts. that hope always triumphs over experience. that laughter is the only cure for grief. and i believe that love is stronger than death. ❞ [ 04 ] ❝ the only reason i talk to myself is because i'm the only one whose answers i accept. ❞ [ 05 ] ❝ we can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them. ❞ [ 06 ] ❝ ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is always simple: to be happy. maybe it's this expectation though, the wanting to be happy, that just keeps us from ever getting there. maybe the more we try & will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get, to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. instead, we just keep smiling, trying like hell to be the happy people we wish we were. until eventually, it hits us: it's been there all along. not in our dreams or hopes, but in the known. the comfortable, the familiar. ❞ [ 07 ] ❝ in the book of life, the answers aren't in the back ❞ [ 08 ] ❝ imperfection is beauty, madness is genius & it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. ❞ [ 09 ] ❝ i believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. i believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. i believe that tomorrow is another day, and i believe in miracles. ❞ [ 10 ] ❝ i find that the very things that i get criticized for, which is usually being different and just doing my own ting and just being original, is the very thing that's making me successful ❞ [ 11 ] ❝ i won't lose hope, i won't give up, even though things get tough. i get so scared sometimes, i lose my way and i lose my mind. when it feels like there's no where to turn, i'll look inside & try to learn, i know i'm not alone. i've just got to find my way home. ❞ [ 12 ] ❝ look where i landed, you would think i planned it; i'm just doing me & you could never understand it. ❞ [ 13 ] ❝ maybe it's time to change & leave it all behind, i've never been one to walk alone; i've always been scared to try ❞ [ 14 ] ❝ you have to take risks. we will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen. ❞ [ 15 ] ❝ happiness is a mood, not a destination ❞ [ 16 ] ❝ life is full of contradictions, ever inch of a mile. at the moment we start weeping, that's when we should smile. ❞ [ 17 ] ❝ i don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i would like to be something to someone. ❞ [ 18 ] ❝ sometimes you have to let things go so there's room for better things to come into your life ❞ [ 19 ] ❝ that's the best revenge of all: happiness. nothing drives people crazier than seeing someone having a good fucking life. ❞ [ 20 ] ❝ laugh when you can, apologize when you should & let go of things you can't change. ❞ here's a little survey because i was bored today how many serious relationships have you had? two real serious relationships. if you had to pick, would you rather get a pet snake or pet mouse? ugh neither but if had to choose a mouse i suppose. favorite tv shows? true blood, drop dead diva, east enders, jerseylicious, jersey shore, pretty little liars, united states of tara do you try to eat healthy & stay in shape? yes i have been on the atkins diet & doing zumba :) think about the last person you slept with - who do you think enjoyed it more? um i'm pretty sure we both enjoyed it the same ;) i might've enjoyed it a little more though haha are you honestly scared to die? not to die, but of the pain what is one thing you want to do before you die? i seriously want to go sky diving so bad! favorite female celeb? i have a female crush on ellen page & emily browning at the moment. favorite male celeb? ryan reynolds, gerard butler & of course patrick swayze (rip) what color are your fingernails & toe nails? my fingernails have a brown tip w/ white designs. toenails; teal. need to get both redone. what program do you use to download your music? frostwire since limewire is dunzo the last guy you made with asks you out; accept or reject? i would reject it, i can't see myself going out w/ him. plus he kind of already has someone - it's complicated what was your favorite thing about camp as a kid? never went to camp if you found out you were adopted, would you take it hard? i would be more pissed then anything that they kept it from me. if you won a million dollars tomorrow what would you buy? i would pay off my credit cards, help my mom with hers, then put money in bank. i might be little things here & there but i wouldn't go all out and waste all the money on stupid shit. would you be on that who wants to be a millionaire show as a contestant? yeah i would. can musicians be held responsible for influencing people to behave badly? no it's not their fault. people make their own decisions in life. do you prefer linkin park's newer music or older music? both, i love them! do you live on your own? no, i wish. i live with my mother. what's in your purse? oh crap; smokes, lighter, cellphone, makeup, wallet (with id, money, cards), papers i need for work, gum, etc what is your opinion of lady gaga? i love her! i'm not her biggest fan but i enjoy her music :) can you make yourself go cross eyes? yeah i can, but most of the time it looks like lazy eyes haha what is something big & upcoming that you're excited for? backstreet boys concert! sooo excited. and to lose the rest of the weight & finally fit in a bikini :) what if you were pregnant & the last person you kissed was the father? uh, i'd be fucked. if you could have anyone as your room mate who would you choose? uh. i think the only people i would be able to live with for a while is my friend ashley & cousin drewan. when was the last time you drank alcohol? what was it? friday. cherry vodka + sprite zero = amazinggg. what's the most bizarre food combination you eat? oh i eat a lot of weird combinations. including but not limited to: veggies w/ a1 sauce, mac & cheese w/ ketchup, i always like to mix my foods too.. but most things i can't eat anymore anyway. do you like where you live? i love the city, but i don't like my neighborhood what do you eat on your toast? i can't eat toast, but i used to like butter + jelly on my toast. are you going to any concerts or festivals this summer? yes, bsb & nkotb! :) if not, are there any that you really want to go to? i want to go see linkin park again, go to a freestyle concert again, i wish metallica was playing. any concert really, i love concerts are you a negative nancy? hah i can be when i'm in a bad mood at times, but usually no & i try not to be. can you control your eating habits? i have been doing pretty good on this diet :) really good. i cheat once in a while if i really, really, want something for a while. at what age do you want to move out? i wish i could move out now. but money is extra tight these days ;\ so hopefully by age 25-26. | | |
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[ 01 ] ❝flying at the speed of light thoughts were spinning in my head, so many things were left unsaid. it's hard to let you go. ❞ [ 02 ] ❝i know what it takes to move on, i know how it feels to lie. all i wanna do is trade this life for something new. holding on to what i haven't got ❞ [ 03 ] ❝sitting in an empty room, trying to forget the past. this was never meant to last, i wish it wasn't so ❞ [ 04 ] ❝ i am not a pattern to be followed. the pill that i'm on is a tough one to swallow. i'm not a criminal, not a role model. not a born leader, i'm a tough act to swallow. ❞ [ 05 ] ❝ we held our breath when the clouds began to form. but you were lost in the beating of the storm.. and in the end we were made to be apart, in separate chambers of the human heart ❞ [ 06 ] ❝ i close both locks below the windows, i close both blinds and turn away. sometimes solutions aren't so simple, sometimes good bye's the only way ❞ [ 07 ] ❝ so i, i won't be the one. be the one to leave this in pieces. and you, you will be alone. alone with all your secrets ❞ [ 08 ] ❝ i don't know what's worth fighting for, or why i have to scream. i don't know why i instigate and say what i don't mean. ❞ [ 09 ] ❝ i stand beside my own reflection. it's haunting, how i can't seem to find myself again. my walls are closing in. i've felt this way before, so insecure. ❞ [ 10 ] ❝ i'm tired of being what you want me to be. feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. i don't know what you're expecting of me. put under the pressure of walking in your shoes ❞ [ 11 ] ❝ i've become so numb i can't feel you there. became so tired so much more aware. i'm becoming this all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you. ❞ [ 12 ] ❝ i don't know what stressed me first or how the pressure was fed. but i know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head ❞ [ 13 ] ❝ i wanna heal, i wanna feel what i thought was never real. i want to let go of the pain i felt so long. erase all the pain till it's gone. ❞ [ 14 ] ❝ like memories in cold decay. transmissions echoing away. far from the world of you & i, where oceans bleed into the sky ❞ [ 15 ] ❝ i woke up in a dream today, to the cold of the static. and put my cold feet on the floor. forgot all about yesterday, remembering i'm pretending to be where i'm not anymore. ❞ [ 16 ] ❝ a little taste of hypocrisy and i'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react. even though you're so close to me, you're still so distant and i can't bring you back. ❞ [ 17 ] ❝ it's true the way i feel. was promised by your face, the sound of your voice painted on my memories. even if you're not with me. ❞ [ 18 ] ❝ i find the answers aren't so clear. wish i could find a way to disppear. all these thoughts they make no sense, i found bliss in ignorance. ❞ [ 19 ] ❝ i'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger. sick of you acting like i owe you this. find another place to feed your greed, while i find a place to rest. ❞ [ 20 ] ❝ you used to be calm, used to be strong. used to be generous, you should of known. that you'd wear out your welcome and now you see how quiet it is all alone. ❞ | | |
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[ 01 ]
❝ progress always involves risk; you can't steal second base and keep your foot on first. ❞ [ 02 ]
❝ as long as we have memories, yesterday remains. as long as we have hope, tomorrow
awaits. as long as we have faith, days are not wasted. as long as we have love,
life is worthwhile. ❞ [ 03 ]
❝ i want to give a shout out to all the little boys i dated, the ones who cheated &
then said with out them i would never make it. laughing at the ones
texting my phone saying they miss me & hate it.
i'm giving a toast to my past relationships that all faded,
to the guys who got the surprise of their life because guess what bitch? i made it! ❞ [ 04 ]
❝ may the angels protect you, trouble neglect you & heaven accept you when its
time to go home. may you always have plenty, your glass never empty
& know in your belly you’re never alone. may your tears come from laughing,
you find friends worth having; with every year passing, they mean more than gold.
may you win but stay humble, smile more than grumble & know when you stumble, you’re never alone ❞ [ 05 ]
❝ life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
so love the people who treat you right, forget about the
ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason.
if you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.
nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. ❞ [ 06 ]
❝ there are things we easily forget. people we think are easily replaceable.
relationships we throw away because we think it’s not worth our time
and effort. and then there are those that we can’t let go at all, no matter how
bad the memories were. we hang on to them because when all is said and done,
when people finally left and relationships weaken, memories are all we would ever have. ❞ [ 07 ]
❝ i guess to some extent you get used to being alone.
you get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night.
you don't expect to turn around to open arms any longer.
the small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. your thoughts echo through your head,
with no one to share them with. all in all, being alone isn't terrible, it just hurts like hell. ❞ [ 08 ]
❝ dance as though no one is watching you, love as though you have never
been hurt before, sing as though no one can hear you & live as though heaven is on earth. ❞ [ 09 ]
❝ don’t dwell on the past. your history can’t be erased,
but your future has yet to be written. make the most of what’s going to happen instead
of worrying about what you can’t change. don’t waste your time being sad,
because you’re wasting away moments in which you could be happy. ❞ [ 10 ]
❝ take chances… a lot of them. 'cause honestly, no matter where you end up
and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be.
your mistakes make you who you are… you learn and grow
with each choice you make. everything is worth it. always say what you mean and how you
feel. be you, and be okay with it. ❞ [ 11 ]
❝ there comes a point in your life when you're just plain tired.
tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix things.
It's not giving up. it's realizing you don't need certain people
and all the bullshit and the baggage they bring along with them ❞ [ 12 ]
❝ don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth.
only you can be responsible for that. If you can't love and respect yourself
no one else will be able to make that happen. accept who you are
completely; the good and the bad. ❞ [ 13 ]
❝ her life was beginning to make sense again,
although she couldn't say she was enjoying it. but her mind was clear,
and her heart was not constantly as heavy. only when she thought of him.
but she knew that in time, she'd survive it. she had done it before and would again.
eventually the heart repairs. ❞ [ 14 ]
❝ yeah, I'm ready to feel now, no longer am i afraid of the fall down.
it must be time to move on now, without the fear of how it might end.
i guess i'm ready to love again ❞ [ 15 ]
❝ it's just an on again && off again situation. it's just striking a match/a tank of gas combination
but here i am again lighting it up - knowing that he'll just burn me ❞ [ 16 ]
❝ cliques are for people who can only get along with themselves ❞ [ 17 ]
❝ a setback is only a set up for a come back ❞ [ 18 ]
❝ my whole life i been picking fights there ain't no way to win. got a hundred scars I should have run away now tattooed on my skin. ❞ [ 19 ]
❝ most people believe that if they were going to hide their feeling for someone. it will fade away and vanish. they always think that pretending is the only solution. but it's just the more you hide your feelings for someone the more you fall for them. ❞ ❝ to love is to risk not being loved in return. to hope is to risk pain. to try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. ❞ [ 21 ]
❝ when one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has beenopened for us. ❞ | | |
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